Title Piece.. I Found My Motivation

This weekend, I found.. My Motivation.

But I jus realized it today, the one that makes my heart smile,
from thousands of miles away.
I saw your face yesterday, and it was like the first time.
As I sat back and thought, I came up wit the first line,
of this rhyme..

This weekend, I found.. My Motivation.

See, you give me the sensation to go with my creative side.
Like penetration, 'cause you get inside.. my mind.
Like makin love for the first time.. you got me high.
Like a cloud nine of stimulation, when thinkin about the relations,
Between, you and I.
And I'm so elated.. and the topic of discussion can be debated..
But this poem is long awaited and much delayed 'cause..

This weekend, I just found.. My Motivation.

And yet, I have this feeling of self humiliation, 'cause in my mind,
I made love to you last night and you didn't even know it.
So many emotions in my heart, but I'm too afraid to show it.
I get nervous laying next to you.. so I never even touch.
So many words I wanna say, but it doesn't come out as such.
So I play it in my mind.
I'm makin love to you mentally, but physially, I can't sleep..
I'm lying here right beside you, even under the same sheets,
But I can't speak..
Can never find those special words to say,
I love you in a special way, and you'll always have a special place
.. in my heart.
From now, through always, and it started at day one..

But it was jus this weekend, that I found.. My Motivation.

I'm feeling a tingling sensation in my fingers and toes,
And who knows where this is comin from..
But I'm on my way home, six hours I have to drive.
And this feelin that I'm feelin is, startin to come alive.
I feel it in my heart, and it flows into my mind..
Then my mind is overwhelmed, and it pours into my eyes
.. and to my surprise, I begin to cry..
but this time I know why..

See, this weekend, I found.. My Motivation,

... and it stands at 6'2",
but I'm drivin in the opposite direction,
so it looks small in my rearview.
But its been big on my heart from the first day we started.
Way back in '03, the first time we departed.
I slipped somethin in your luggage, as you started to pack,
I gave you my heart, and I never want it back.

Yes, between me and you, I want more,
although I'm happy being friends,
'cause you've been my closest one,
through thick and through thin.
See, up until now, from way back then,
and all the way to the end..

You've always been my motivation..
but I just found out this weekend.