Somethin for you..

"The sweetest melody

 is the one that you play for me,

when I hold you in my arms, 

your heart is the symphony.

Perfectly orchestrated, 

you play it so beautifully,

whenever I hear you sing,

I know that it's just for me. 

Others try to play your song, 

but their sound is so off key.

And your the only one 

that makes my heart skip a beat.

Every time I see your face, 

I know we were meant to be...

when I look into your eyes, 

I'm seeing my destiny.

You're in my every thought, 

you're my air, my heartbeat...

my soul speaks to yours, 

in the form of telepathy."

Ecstasy

A deep thought turns into a simple kiss,
and a simple wish, for three more wishes.
Served on the biggest dishes of love, that I ever tasted..
no time is ever wasted.
Maybe we should or maybe we could,
take a step back to get on the right track.
This is the best path to follow
so that love doesn't hollow..
into thin air.
Who can say I was never there?
Through thick or thin, lose or win.. love always prevails.
Even if you go through hell, it never fails.

For lovers only,
where no ones ever lonely.
A place where the sunshine never ends,
and the rain never begins
to stop a happy day.
There's only one way,
to make things grow, and time will show..
the answer to the question and the subject of this lesson..
A blessing never falls into the wrong hands,
it's given by chance.
So let's, dance away our fears and wipe away the tears,
before we shed too many years..
forgetting all the good, and thinking of the bad that we once had..
continuing to make us sad..

You can let it go and no one has to know, but me and you..
Which becomes you and me.
With unity, it becomes we.. I mean us.
And this is more than lust, trust..
Its all outta love from beginning to end,
'cause you've been my best friend..
from the best to the worst..
when it feels good and when it hurts..
So take my hand and walk with me,
to a place I call..
Ecstasy

Swagga Like Me.. (my bid w/the rap game)

You can tell a lot about a person
by the way that they walk,
like a personal profile.. and there is no default.
See, no two swaggaz, in two people are the same..
My swag is schitzo..
it goes by two different names.
One is calm, cool, collect.. and that's my claim to fame..
the other's my soft side..
now that's my government name.

See no one on the corner got swagga like me,
Find anotha like me..??
That's highly unlikely. I come from a different breed,
You jus wanna be like me.
Ni**as say they swag is mean when it comes to the lean,
But they jus jockin my style,
and I'm like "gimme dat back"
'Cause my swag is a bully
when it comes to these copycats,
I swag inconspicuous..
so how you gon' copy that?

Pretender

Pretender,
You.. Pretended.. to love me..
You, placed no one above me,
But like a joke,
You gave me the okie doke,
Cut the rope, and left me hangin,
Hangin with my feet danglin..
No where to run..

Pretender,
you pretended..
I was the one and only contender.
But you played me hard,
Played me like a game of cards.
See, you played me like a Jack
.. against the Ace of Spades,
No way I could win..
You even told me to keep quiet,
In fact, I had to whisper..
I told you:
Don't play me, play lotto.
And you took the car outta park and
Placed into auto..
You drove over my heart..

Pretender,
you pretended to slow down,
I thought you were comin back
for a second round..
But you drove off into the distance,
And in that instance..
I realized it was all a dream..
Realized the pretender was me.
I pretended I was the one,
with whom you wanted to be..
It was me..

I.. Pretended.. You Loved Me..
I, placed no one above thee..
But still, like a joke..
You gave me the okie doke.
Cut the rope and left me hangin,
Hangin with my feet danglin..
No where to run..

Pretender,
Is this real or make believe?
'Cause see,
I wear my heart on my sleeve,
And you just did the laundry.
You washed me up
and hung me out to dry.
And I cant lie..
Sometimes the hurt
is better than the real deal.
See I don't whether I'm comin or goin,
Whether I'm leavin or stayin.
The pretender keeps playin,
With my heart..

Pretender,
You.. Pretended.. to love me..
You, placed no one above me..
And yes, like a joke..
You gave me the okie doke..
Cut the rope, and left me hangin,
Hangin with my feet danglin..
No where to run.

Pretender...

Stop playin..

How Could You Forget {snippet}

She waits for me,
Playin her melody,
Like a symphony, so sweet,
never miss a beat, I..
Kept my composure,
While pullin her closer,
Like a musical composer, I..
Laced her track.
Never neglect the fact, I'm
So laid back,
Calm, cool, collect..
How could you forget that?

** my love is..
deeper, smoother, cooler..
And laid back..
How could you forget? **

Jog ya memory,
Don't you, remember me?
Not like, none of these fellas
Make songs in acapella..
No music we stay mellow,
Make screams in falsetto.
Now you, don't wanna let go..
You're searchin for that high note..
And ain't found it yet 'cause..

** my love is..
deeper, smoother, cooler
And laid back..
How could you forget?? **

Title Piece.. I Found My Motivation

This weekend, I found.. My Motivation.

But I jus realized it today, the one that makes my heart smile,
from thousands of miles away.
I saw your face yesterday, and it was like the first time.
As I sat back and thought, I came up wit the first line,
of this rhyme..

This weekend, I found.. My Motivation.

See, you give me the sensation to go with my creative side.
Like penetration, 'cause you get inside.. my mind.
Like makin love for the first time.. you got me high.
Like a cloud nine of stimulation, when thinkin about the relations,
Between, you and I.
And I'm so elated.. and the topic of discussion can be debated..
But this poem is long awaited and much delayed 'cause..

This weekend, I just found.. My Motivation.

And yet, I have this feeling of self humiliation, 'cause in my mind,
I made love to you last night and you didn't even know it.
So many emotions in my heart, but I'm too afraid to show it.
I get nervous laying next to you.. so I never even touch.
So many words I wanna say, but it doesn't come out as such.
So I play it in my mind.
I'm makin love to you mentally, but physially, I can't sleep..
I'm lying here right beside you, even under the same sheets,
But I can't speak..
Can never find those special words to say,
I love you in a special way, and you'll always have a special place
.. in my heart.
From now, through always, and it started at day one..

But it was jus this weekend, that I found.. My Motivation.

I'm feeling a tingling sensation in my fingers and toes,
And who knows where this is comin from..
But I'm on my way home, six hours I have to drive.
And this feelin that I'm feelin is, startin to come alive.
I feel it in my heart, and it flows into my mind..
Then my mind is overwhelmed, and it pours into my eyes
.. and to my surprise, I begin to cry..
but this time I know why..

See, this weekend, I found.. My Motivation,

... and it stands at 6'2",
but I'm drivin in the opposite direction,
so it looks small in my rearview.
But its been big on my heart from the first day we started.
Way back in '03, the first time we departed.
I slipped somethin in your luggage, as you started to pack,
I gave you my heart, and I never want it back.

Yes, between me and you, I want more,
although I'm happy being friends,
'cause you've been my closest one,
through thick and through thin.
See, up until now, from way back then,
and all the way to the end..

You've always been my motivation..
but I just found out this weekend.